I've moved my laptop into the living room so I can watch TV and surf the net at the same time. This should tell you about how boring my life is. My whole life is working at the hospital. I wake up to go to the hospital. I come home and wait to go back to the hospital.
My attendings are mixed in their opinions on my complete and utter lack of a social life. Some think this is grand. I can dedicate all my attention to medicine. Some think this is horrible, that I run the real possibility of losing any semblance of normality.
I can feel it now, this complete emptiness in my life, and it's not so bad. It's not like I'm playing in traffic. It's just that there's nothing that inspires me. I put in my time and I'm good at what I do. I even enjoy it. But that's not the same as having meaning and fulfillment.
There's no meaning in my life. I don't know how you go about fixing that.