bleh

Usually, I'm a pretty Christmas guy. I enjoy the season, but not this year. I just can't get into the swing of the season. It feels a little hollow this year. Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's the weird life I've been living, but it all seems quite empty.

I miss being young, and all the wonderful joy of Christmas day, and surprises and presents and everything great, but now, Christmas lacks that innocence.

And it hurt this year that my Christmas card haul was only 8 cards, 3 of which were from schools or institutions. Shouldn't I have more cards? Why is it that I'm the only one who's capable of putting out Christmas cards?

Anyway, it's just another Christmas, and maybe that's a bad thing, but it just feels a little lacking is all.